Desc: Perhaps What I fear Does Not Exist: Directed by Corine Shawi. With Davina Maria, Andre Shawi, Corine Shawi, Nadine Shawi. When her father becomes suddenly paralyzed, the filmmaker spends four years in between hospitals finding shelter, behind her camera, away from a family tragedy. Rehabilitation centers, VR experiments, fervent prayers, voice notes, love making and cemeteries are the record of a filmmaker's journey trying to amend the impossible: finding absolution for a broken family by making her father walk again.